What a bad day ...

Never thought that I'm a bencher for the whole match... 

Never have this kind of feel , even few second play , I also will be very very satisfied ,but never have a chance stand on the pitch play for my team...

In my mind , keep asking myself about why ? Why sir don't want give a single chance for me play for the team? Feel so sucks when no one is trusting about your ability ...

Should I move on ? Attend all training even I have no chance to stand on the pitch? 

Or just tell him that I'm quit? 

Just have no idea why those play have never attend the training and still play on the pitch even how sucks they play? 

It's no fair! 

C'mon , really get fed up with it ! 

Feel like never being useful for anyone else , NEVER ! 

Should I continue or just quit? 

Somebody help please.. 

Sup all ! I'm back !

Never thought that when I. Back to my high school and thing changed a lot ...
Not school outlook but my friend ...
They just like starting to far away from me even though I don't know what actually happen , but maybe is my own paranoid ...
One more , form 6 life never get easy ...
Form 6 is a program that prepare you go for U , but if you take it as honeymoon year , I swear you'll die like a piece of shit ... Even teachers will not even bother about you when exam is nearer but you still at there fooling around ..
C'mon , think twice if you one to enter form 6 , once enter , one way to go , fight till the end !
I never wake up at 3 am in my high school life , I did it in my form 6 life !
Why I could make it? I have a great teachers that keep on pushing us , make us feel that form 6 never have Time to enjoy and relax . They assist us in this war , no matter what , they'll try their best to help ...
Really thanks to my teachers who encourage me to become a better man !