Disappointed .

I never thought that it will happen again ! 

Damn it ! And that's my left leg ! 

I think I really fated to becoming loser instead of winner ... 

My leg just like glasses easy to broke and this just messing my life ! 

First time feel so depresses and felt sorry to my parents ... 

They grow me up healthy but I keep injured myself... I'm sorry mom and dad ... I didn't mean it to spend such a huge amount of money ... 

And I think to suicide and end this tragedy .... If I do so , that's the tragedy for my family , I can't become so selfish ... I should be more mature and die not the only way ... 

Crush having other people as their crush , leg injured like shit .... 

God , can you tell me , how to carry on my life ? 

Please lead me ... 

Awesomeness Friday !

It was awesome Friday and memorable ! 

Giving Natalie Lai , the girl In the pic , some little surprise ! 

Visit her idol- Anthony Tan and without any planning , we been mugshot with him!  

But I also make her dream come true ( a bit late , but still make it come real ;) ).

Being charge is so mainstream in the mugshot restaurant. 

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After that , we rushing to gurney for Percy Jackson - the sea monster with my perfect handling skill , we make it on time :D 

She (Natalie ) insist to watch it , because she feel the Percy so handsome ! Hah ! 

Anyway , quite nice graphic but just 6/10 for me .

Afterward, going back , her curfew was 6 o'clock must be reaching her house , how can I make it ?! 

530 we going back from gurney to farlim , is quite FAR ! 

BUT I still make it! ;) 

Selca time ! 

Actually S3 camera quite ' not bad ' said Natalie :P

Thanks for making my day more fun ! Hope we still have next hang out together :D

Peace!

What a bad day ...

Never thought that I'm a bencher for the whole match... 

Never have this kind of feel , even few second play , I also will be very very satisfied ,but never have a chance stand on the pitch play for my team...

In my mind , keep asking myself about why ? Why sir don't want give a single chance for me play for the team? Feel so sucks when no one is trusting about your ability ...

Should I move on ? Attend all training even I have no chance to stand on the pitch? 

Or just tell him that I'm quit? 

Just have no idea why those play have never attend the training and still play on the pitch even how sucks they play? 

It's no fair! 

C'mon , really get fed up with it ! 

Feel like never being useful for anyone else , NEVER ! 

Should I continue or just quit? 

Somebody help please.. 

Sup all ! I'm back !

Never thought that when I. Back to my high school and thing changed a lot ...
Not school outlook but my friend ...
They just like starting to far away from me even though I don't know what actually happen , but maybe is my own paranoid ...
One more , form 6 life never get easy ...
Form 6 is a program that prepare you go for U , but if you take it as honeymoon year , I swear you'll die like a piece of shit ... Even teachers will not even bother about you when exam is nearer but you still at there fooling around ..
C'mon , think twice if you one to enter form 6 , once enter , one way to go , fight till the end !
I never wake up at 3 am in my high school life , I did it in my form 6 life !
Why I could make it? I have a great teachers that keep on pushing us , make us feel that form 6 never have Time to enjoy and relax . They assist us in this war , no matter what , they'll try their best to help ...
Really thanks to my teachers who encourage me to become a better man !